Stage

You're hateful and painful no matter the age

But that doesn't mean you won't allow me to turn a new page

I lay here, eyes shut, tired but my mind stays turning
As the days go by it is you I will continue burning

I'm speechless and hurting but my strength is so loud
You're nothing to me and if my past self could see me she'd be so proud

You keep me from being awake and make me weak to the bone
But with my mindset and self teachings no matter how much you try I don't feel alone

The doctors have numbed me and I will go under
The machines work their magic like a night filled like lightning and thunder

The current radiates through me as I lay unaware
Just another silent mark on me I will gladly
bare

My chapter doesn't stop, it will only briefly unravel
Soon enough I will feel like I was part of time travel

You make me nauseas, you make me chained
It's in these hours I feel so drained

You make me sit inside and watch like an audience in a theatre
But ask all of my lasts they'll tell you- even we couldn't beat her

My life is the stage and I am the performer
Give me your worst because I will always be a transformer
-A